Finding a Kind of Life

“I had nothing to offer anybody but my own confusion.” -- J.K
N. Bianca. 17. writing is original unless otherwise quoted

Let it go

You, Kick, please, its time to kick out

punch your cardboard ‘til it folds

then drown it, in lifestuff

enough to dissolve it

then walk by

Let it Go. 

don’t thrash

just surface, break air

that bite is real contact

a slap, but its seasoned with sun

Breathe, please, its time to breathe in

I think music irons your nerves; smooths them into a presentable state, takes out the kinks…even when it almost burns its frickin wonderful

Some direction would be nice occasionally. 

As much as I love getting lost. 

ahhhh <3

Phillipe Petit walked the space between towers of the World Trade Centre. He tightrope walked and he danced with his life on a wire in the sky. In 1974 he did what no-one had ever done and I wish to all hell that I could live like those as free as he. 

Photoshoot: Nicole Bianca, aspiring actress/singer/writer/dancer

Photography by Nic Hirst

May 2012

2 characters: 1950s marilyn monroe-esque

and modern angsty-ish

and just normal :P

Photoshoot: Nicole Bianca, aspiring actress/singer/writer/dancer

Photography by Nic Hirst

May 2012

2 characters: 1950s marilyn monroe-esque

and modern angsty-ish

and just normal :P

Photoshoot: Nicole Bianca, aspiring actress/singer/writer/dancer

May 2012

2 characters: 1950s marilyn monroe-esque

and modern angsty-ish

and just normal :P

Why is the word yes so brief?
It should be
the longest,
the hardest,
so that you could not decide in an instant to say it,
so that upon reflection you could stop
in the middle of saying it.

Vera Pavlova, from “If There Is Something to Desire” (via proustitute)

Exactly.

Exactly.

(Source: tsuru-aesthetic, via yeahwriters)

If I didn’t know you I’d rather not know

Falling in love in a coffee shop, Landon Pigg

on writing

In a sense writers are the ultimate voyeurs. Everything is…catalogued, you know…someone takes drugs, burns out, burns…we write about it. Someone loves, we record it. Someone dies. Everyone else has this g-force pressing them on indefinitely and we, we’re just still, caught in a moment of catching moments. Everyone acts on their passion and we distill their lives until the shit’s evaporated and you’re left with meaning, silvery on the tongue with piercing aftertaste…the fine things, yes? But you see, no-one nurses champagne at a bar, no-one comes to ambrosia for comfort. No-one’s warmed by threads of diamond dust. They want beer and vodka to keep them warm, chunky wool to insulate their heart. So I dont know, maybe its better to live fast, skate in a cycle of speed, movement, and chuck drinks run run slam fall cry rise slam fall live fast, you know? Maybe its better…

Why, as the rivers run
Still got time for someone
To be my embrace now
Be my embrace now

Embrace, by Pnau <3